Sharon Van Etten - Holding Out lyrics

I was warned I your humble Alamo kind of world Around you and all you are I was fooled by the way you take me seriously Even when Im joking Damn damn damn damn Im not tired and Im tired Im not calling out Cross the street I was holding out Holding out cross the table I was holding out Trying to find a lover like that holding out Like the wind I was holding out Staying still hoping no one else would see me Hoping calm replacing silent trying tongues Do I need a reason to hold you now Cause I'd hold you now Yeah I would hold you now One night and all I need is one more day Holding out something that feels okay And the right thing to do is wait Holding out Holding out Holding out for you I am strange, believed in fairy tales at a young age Circumstance now I kick my self in the pants Down the street talk to you, tires screech Isn't it strange I had a chance now were holding out Hoping that the last string won't break I'm nodding out With a smile stuck on my face And then you came to me in a far away way And I'm bring you something I want you to have It's the biggest part of my heart that I still got Hoping arms Know I'll be holding out I'll be holding out Holding out I'll be holding out Holding out Holding out Holding out For you