Shape Of Despair - Curse Life lyrics

I used to feel... I used to sense what were Inside of me To feel waves of difference Waves which brought me to live I enjoyed this life in me Breathing and feeling Burning and suffocating Didn't curse the hour Which gave birth to me Didn't curse another life When bearing d**h inside Now all things I do bear Are all gone and free This, myself... Now fleeing around d**h Cursing the hour And another life... Which whom I used to care Now... Watching myself My own life Fading to afar... Listening these voices And trying to tell them That I will soon be gone (For me... what did you really gave... life...)