Intro: 'i'm not at easy, as it seems to be...' '...let me break it down...' Verse 1: Let me tell you, lately i've been hating myself I hate the things that i'm doing, i wanna go off this world When i look inside the mirror, i see i'm not myself I'm tryna quit but i'm afraid i might quit myself Should i surrender and then i call to sell my soul I got a q without an a, will it be better tho'? I wanna go to the other side i sang a song Now i'm standing by the shore cause i'm ready to go, aye! Mama told me i'm the best that she has ever bore When you do whatchu do don't forget your goal (son!) None should ever try to stop you not even 'em hoes (son!) If they ever try, don't hesitate to let 'em go (go go son!) Whatchu gotta know is girls do come and go Baby boy i ain't tryna scare you, i'm just giving you a warning When failure is over your head, success will be your umbrella So i need you get the key then you open your door! Hook: Right now that i'm standing by the shore You gotta know i'm about to go on board I'm going to the other side in a boat And my only prayer is that i don't fall What i know is what i know you don't know I used to know and now i don't even know Like dababy, black boy let's go! I take no walk, i take the drugs you gotta know Verse 2: I took the pills now i Take the drugs cause i am Feeling faded when i am Feeling sober so i am High right now and i'm never coming down High right now and i'm never coming down When i need some space i take some drugs cause they make me fly Afraid of heights? no i'm not, i'm just afraid to die Should i sell my soul? that's a q i can't reply These demons in my head, they tell me to comply They get into my brains every single night maine I'm 'bout to roll a blunt for me, would you pass a lighter I want to kill 'em beats, call me 26 If i make a bet, due date will be 26 aye Talk about 'em figures, number is 26 Milli on my wish list, it ain't on my wrist One day i'll get cause i know i only gotta win I know one day i'll get it cause i know i only gotta win Win win! Hook: Right now that i'm standing by the shore You gotta know i'm about to go on board I'm going to the other side in a boat And my only prayer is that i don't fall What i know is what i know you don't know I used to know and now i don't even know Like dababy, black boy let's go! I take no walk, i take the drugs you gotta know Outro: Right now that i'm standing by the shore You gotta know i'm about to go on board I'm going to the other side in a boat And my only prayer is that i don't fall What i know is what i know you don't know I used to know and now i don't even know Like dababy, black boy let's go! I take no walk, i take the drugs you gotta know