Shai Linne - Dark Night of the Soul lyrics

Intro: Be gracious to me, O LORD, for I am in distress; My life is spent With sorrow and my years with sighing; my strength fails because Of my iniquity, and my bones waste away" (Psalm 31: 9a, 10) Something evil lies within I don't know if this night will end I'm wondering if the sun will rise again Dark night of the soul I can't deal with this on my own I've never felt so far from home How can this be? It's like I'm all alone Dark night of the soul I'm feeling worthless- On some "I don't know what's the purpose" And most stay on the surface telling me "Enjoy life" But I can't unwind and embrace it Thinking of all the time that I've wasted All the forbidden wine that I've tasted Can I speak with candid speech? This man's weak A stranded sheep who pants and weeps- I can't sleep I'm surrounded by His lens- I feel like asking for d**h Because I'm drowning in my sins and I'm gasping for breath It's all real as it gets, every night my pillow is wet Looking for God's face but barely see His silhouette A dry hour in my well of hope The Lord feels so far away I couldn't see Him with a high powered telescope Asking Him to be nearer, but the sad fact couldn't be clearer My greatest enemy is looking back at me in the mirror A hard sight to behold My heart's not right; spark the light to ignite this dark night of my soul Something evil lies within I don't know if this night will end I'm wondering if the sun will rise again Dark night of the soul I can't deal with this on my own I've never felt so far from home How can this be? It's like I'm all alone Dark night of the soul I feel naked and stranded, forsaken and abandoned I've taken God for granted by breaking His commandments It's obvious I'm losing my hope Because I'm thinking "Who should I quote in my suicide note?" I've been crushed into grains of pebbles I'm ashamed that I'm a rebel and I can't even blame it on the devil I'm a vile man for real- chained to my pride And my smile can't conceal the pain that's inside Because His hand is heavy on me; Man this weather's stormy! My soul needs refuge; I know my debt's huge I'm needy and thirsty- diseased and teary-eyed Lord, please hear my cries because I'm pleading for mercy I need you to heal me of my brokenness! Show me a sign of Your favor and seal it with a holy kiss! It all seemed lost, then I took another look at the cross and Saw again that the Lord is my portion