Sene - Eyes Dry - TheAfter lyrics

[Intro] My days are cold, my nights are slow And I can't take it My days are cold, my nights are slow And I can't take it [Hook] I can't cry you a river no more That river ran dry and frozen And every time that I try, I can't cry And when I do, still nobody notice And it's hopeless man [Verse 1] I said I wonder when the pain will let up Or better yet when the rain will let up Cause on the gloomy days I swear it's like a pain to get up Same stress while me and my lady ain't together Realize house was just our little game and get up Then I told her I can't play games forever My fam's hurting and I told them I'll make it better Got cousins who got nothing And one of them is just a little girl who asked me which dress I'll get her Right before she turned and asked me if there's a heaven And if I know their number maybe she can leave a message If I'm dead, I'll be dialing it daily And I feel I need a miracle because nothing else can save me Fussin' like a baby, maybe this is just a sign I be going nuts Yup, it say I'm going crazy Probably sniffing coke and listening to too much Jay-Z So I left home and ain't move back since eighteen [Hook] [Verse 2] Now my unc' got cancer Lungs got cancer And he ain't ever smoke once And me all I do is smoke blunts Puts my life into perspective All I do is smoke weed, have s**, and make records Nothing I'm promoting, I'm telling you it's hectic Trying to draw a line every time you overstep it Running through here everyday but smoking got you breathless So now the doctor clearing up (?) Either way I f** it up instead of get the message Believe me it's depressing Even when my days all done Instead of getting sleep, I'm letting beats still pump Dreaming of a better feature But until that day comes Guest I'm just another (?) speaking raps (?) And every time I (?) I just (?) Homie told me I should chill I said relax, I'm done Truth is I never am I got habits that I ain't better than [Hook]