Scythe - Sabotage of My Youth lyrics

I invoked this life somewhere below my feet Decided to go through this world alone I can't understand what all the fightings for Can you tell me all the wrong things I have done? Sabotage, sabotage where are you? Faults, mistakes, manipulation Years when I was searching for directions are mistaken Sabotage of my youth Can you imagine how I loved you darlin` The whole time, the whole length of my youth Can you remember how it was like To redecline again... I can see reflections of my past Many people when I look around Faults, mistakes, manipulation But I can't see you and me anywhere Sabotage, sabotage where are you? Faults, mistakes, manipulation Years when I was searching for directions are mistaken Sabotage of my youth You are a bright light, love and lust A brainstorm in my head I can't express my feelings Words are much too weak for that Suffer, endless mourning A flower for my sadness I can't express my feelings Words are much too weak for that