School Of Fish - Speechless lyrics

I'm flying over the city In a suit and tie And don't my dog look pretty But thats just a dog's life The world outside is red But my room is blue And it will keep me safe But I don't know from who CHORUS And sometimes I find what I need Sometimes I don't find anything But I'm waiting on that day to come I'm waiting on my heart to sing Now I'm speechless I am tongue-tied I am speechless And it's all bottled up inside Another drink Would make me feel much worse But maybe thats just what I need To break this awful curse And in my one room apartment High above this town I'm always trying to use The things that will bring me down CHORUS It's all bottled up inside And I feel half alive I can't open my eyes I'm getting lost in this disguise CHORUS I am speechless I am tongue-tied I am speechless And it's all bottled up inside