Scarub - If You Only Knew lyrics

If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago I was young But you were younger I was older But you were colder A motor of malice I saw you as a beautiful challenge Not as a phalic But the way that you dicked me proved so You fooled me the way you moved so Fluidly into my life I wasn't noone A shadow, as a politician's promises She promised me a part of her world And I dove in Head first Without even reading the sign I shoulda known something was wrong When even her own blood Warned me of her smoothe surface But devious jagged intentions Once you reach the bottom Your smile, your style, your look I buy them as truth Didn't know that I would lose a tooth To an apple that was all worm Before its time With the capability Of out modeling a snake The changing of skin The changing of me And no, It's not a crime But it's worse when the person that robs you Is close to the heart And it's worse when that person You were worried about from the start You see I gave you half of my life and then you left me Alone After you promised not to treat me like the others I know it's not fair But everytime I get involved in a relationship Because of you My feelings I keep under covers You see I gave you half of my life and then you left me Alone After you promised not to treat me like the others I know it's not fair But everytime I get involved in a relationship Because of you My feelings I keep under covers And now I'm letting you know If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago I bet you thought it was all over When the tables turned But when the tables turned It was just the begining I was befriending recovery Laugh each time you smother me in your kindness Acting as if everything had changed I knew you were still spreading that highness Like lyrical whip hits lyrical I get with laughter After hearing that you slipped back-and-forth Out of the beds of Males and females You still shackin' up with that... I knew that kid was lacking some marbels or something After warning me about you early Then trying to become a star player Player of the year But player is a queer Even though I think nothing of the guy And I Have no love for the guy How could I despize the guy Even though his intentions were sly Congrat-U-f**in-lations And I mean that literally I was glad I jumped off board With my life-preserver While you still trying to preserve Your dignity You deserve each other You're true winners The two of you are If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago It's been a long time And I hope that we've grown I've finally sewn the final threads Finally swiped the last bread crumbs Off my table I'm willing and able to call a treuce I guess I'm use To people like you People who do faulty things They surround me in these days and nights It's hard to find someone who's right at heart And real from the start I stopped looking and Found love in the underground I'm forever down on building on peace Say nothing But you know how to reach me You might even have a few things to teach me About myself The rights, and wrongs of Siamme Afterall, I am a man And not afraid to admit fault But until then It's up to you to shovel the remaining salt that Prohibits our paths from crossing You see I gave you half of my life and then you left me Alone After you promised not to treat me like the others I know it's not fair But everytime I get involved in a relationship Because of you My feelings I keep under covers You see I gave you half of my life and then you left me Alone After you promised not to treat me like the others I know it's not fair But everytime I get involved in a relationship Because of you My feelings I keep under covers And now I'm letting you know If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago If you only knew The things I went through Day-to-day to make you smile Day-to-day to make you go wild In each aspect of life You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife Didn't meet a long time ago Didn't slit a long time ago Our relationship a long time ago