Scapegoat Wax - Evelyn lyrics

I want you all to celebrate I had to shed my beat-up skin I've been waiting for this day I choose my weapon and begin I had to get out of here for my Evelyn (my Evelyn) Seems like forever (uh-huh) I've been struggling with rhymes I can't pretend that it don't affect me Check me, in the darkest pitch of night Ooh, it keeps me up, I say my goodbye I can't guess how many (no no no) Will claim that they knew me so well Seems like I've been here, stayed here, right here But there's no way for me to tell Ooh, I heard the familiar word, my goodbye I want you all to have a drink It was nothing that you said I had all kinds of time to think My heart convinced my empty head I had to get out of here for my Evelyn (my Evelyn) Can't live my life as a blurry mirage Thought barrage made my head a psychological garage And she's out there, I love her to d**h The deepest breath ain't deep enough to see the thoughts that she can put in my head Mental exposure, things I said at 2 a.m. I know it's over I know my brother loved his homey Ben So your turn, man, this I let you flow on one more beat I make it shine and I'll see you when I live on your street This is my path now I had to split town and do it fast now I pa**ed out and woke up with a whole new rationale I kept it to myself, you couldn't accept it So I left it alone and let it roll on my records These are the airwaves of Evelyn See, everything ends It just takes a little longer Don't forget I'm your friend And I'll remember everything live I'm no pretender I know she's getting every single message that I send her I want you all to celebrate I had to shed my beat-up skin I've been waiting for this day I choose my weapon and begin I had to get out of here for my Evelyn (my Evelyn) It seems like forever (oo-oo-ooh) I've had trouble on my soul I made a promise this time to let my words speak Let them take control Ooh, I don't want to starve no more My goodbye I want you all to have a drink It was nothing that you said I had all kinds of time to think My heart convinced my empty head I had to get out of here for my Evelyn (my Evelyn) Evelyn Burroughs Ben Silva Michael Lucero We will not forget We will not forget