Saves The Day - Z lyrics

No matter how neurotic my mind That's not what I wanted to say I'm running out of words I've always loved you, I've always cared But in the past I wasn't there Out to the desert to disappear Only to find I wasn't there Everything I knew was wrong What is really going on? There in the darkest depths of my mind But that's not what I wanted to say I'm running out of words They'll sell sarcasm and constant fear Don't be so far, don't be so near The missing papers, the souvenir No one around, no one can hear All at once we want to live Holy water won't wash away sin Off in the sky the sun is red What's in the past and what's ahead Or can I live with what's in my heart That's not what I wanted to say I'm running out of words