You pa**ed away almost 2 years ago now Every night I go searching Looking for a sign of your immortal shadow I wish I’d see a sign, any sign would do I just wanna know you’re in a safer place now Back to your old healthy happy self And that you feel better somehow I wish I could hear your voice again CHORUS: My thoughts run wild As I lie awake I just can’t sleep What if I never see you again? My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep What if there is no heaven? What if my heart, does never mend? I feel so sad without you as my friend And I wonder if I’ll ever, ever see you again I wish I was more secure I wish I was stronger I wish I could find the cure And believe in my humanity & in you I’m half the man I used to be I never used to not believe Especially when I try to fall asleep Cuz’ now I feel so abandoned CHORUS: My thoughts run wild As I lie awake I just can’t sleep What if I never see you again? My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep What if there is no heaven? What if my heart, does never mend? I feel so sad without you as my friend And I wonder if I’ll ever see you again If I’ll ever see you again… I’m so scared That I may not Ever see you again The days go by so fast I’m begging you for a sign Cuz’ I’m not sure that I can last Please do that thing you like to do Any old sign will do A voice, an image, a vivid memory Are you up there enjoying the view Are your arms wide open waiting for me CHORUS: My thoughts run wild As I lie awake I just can’t sleep What if I never see you again? My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep What if there is no heaven? What if my heart, does never mend? I feel so sad without you as my friend And I wonder if I’ll ever, ever see you again CHORUS: My thoughts run wild As I lie awake, (I just) I just can’t sleep What if I never see you again? (My mind thinks) My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep (What if there) What if there is no heaven? What if my heart (my heart does never mend) never mends? I feel so sad without you as my friend (And I wonder) And I wonder if I’ll, ever, ever, ever (see you again) Again, again, again, again, again…