Sara Layn - Stabbed In The Front lyrics

Is this how it feels when the heart breaks? I'll cut deeper to see if all the pain fades I never thought it would end up this way But I guess all good things end Am I as horrible as you say? Do I deserve to feel this way? I'd rather die than still the same I hope you're happy you're the one to blame Your words cut deeper than the knife I use to decorate my arms I don't wanna keep living this way It hurts to breathe, it hurts to stay Is it better to be left alone? I'm sick of being stabbed in the front When all is lost, what do you do? When there's no one to hold you You may think I'm better underground I'll see no one, I'll hear no sound Your words cut deeper than the knife I use to decorate my arms I don't wanna keep living this way It hurts to breathe, it hurts to stay Is it better to be left alone? I'm sick of being stabbed in the front Take away this thing inside of me I wanna be free Only one of us will survive And I can't win this fight I don't wanna keep living this way I don't wanna keep living this way I don't wanna keep living this way It hurts to breathe, it hurts to stay Is it better to be left alone? I'm sick of being stabbed in the front