Sandcastles - Crush lyrics

Crush it til you're chillin in a casket Qt moody judy fallin into despair Can't control anything, not even my hair Try to keep it positive, but nobody cares Wonder if my future will ever be there Sick of leavin work for these panic attacks Wondering if i'll ever hear my vocals on wax I should call it quits and just try to relax But i literally don't know how to stop writing tracks Plus it's my outlet, so i guess i'm gonna have to keep pushin and crush I feel crazy when i'm beefin with my best friend And when i worry about my ex-girlfriend Sometimes i swear my life is in a whirlwind And though i spiral, i will never stop crushing sh**