Sandcastles - Black sheep lyrics

I'm trying to quit But all i want are cigarettes and coffee Or cigarettes and whiskey My mother says i'll end up like my grandfather But he seems happy I wish we talked more I wish i felt the way i feel about my friends With my family But it never feels right I wish it felt alright I wish i felt alright I'm trying to quit But all i want is to buy new clothes and whiskey Or old clothes and cheap wine My niece thinks i don't want to get to know her That makes me feel crummy I wish we had more in common