Sanctimony - Runaway lyrics

You got me s**ing on my thumb You fed me pills of lost You can hear them come, here they come Riding through the solid wall I've been flying many times I've been oozing out of life Gently stroking my own hair I wish I could hug myself Don't wanna go your way No more accidents at all The heroes forced on me I take them on their final walk I'm a runaway for life Getting a new glorious taste Am I a shadow or a ghost? I've got nothing to hide Hey, me! Stop holding me down Raise my eyebrows then hands Take a step then a second one Put myself in a state of fly