Sanctimony - Final Pain lyrics

No, I do not believe myself Nor do I trust your truth To draw the curtains close To shut the dreaming mouth That's the final pain Pull-push the drug in vein Stare... stare and retreat Drifting away from the light Betrayed my life All the dreams and expectations Jam-packed pleasure It shoots me through the roof No, I do not have the faith A future day would be a disgrace Seal the box and feed it into fire... Swallowed by the flame of desire Slow motion towards a conscious defeat Intended and cherished in mind s**ed and pumped throughout the life No faith to carry on