Samsa - Solo lyrics

[Hook 1] If I could turn back time Maybe I could make you mine How could I have been so blind? Maybe I could make you mine If I could turn back time [Verse 1] Maybe I could say hi Maybe I'd feel relieved Maybe that would give me closure Maybe that's too naïve Or maybe I could walk by Wear my heart on my sleeve And maybe we would lock eyes And it'd be hard to believe But maybe we would both laugh And I could ask how she was And wonder if she thinks about The times we used to be us And maybe I could ask why Or maybe I would say please But maybe she's with a guy And maybe I should just leave Or maybe I could stop time Cause the world to just freeze Make corners of this room dissolve With every breath that I breathe Until it's just me and her And we would fall from our feet And flitter down into the pitch black With no floor underneath And we could fall through December And maybe shatter through June And we could crash land in April And wake up back in our room And she'd be there in my arms Right before she was gone And while I lay there, I'd retrace to myself Where I went wrong [Hook 2] If I could turn back time Maybe I could make you mine How could I have been so blind? Maybe I could make you mine If I could hit rewind Maybe I could make you mine Maybe things would turn out fine Maybe I could make you mine [Verse 2] Maybe she's just as bored What if she's as depressed? Maybe I should drink more Maybe I should think less How did things end so badly? How did things even end? I don't remember exactly, don't ask me On our way back from Atlanta We were holed up in a taxi She was asleep in the backseat I was just drinking a smoothie Jamba Juice, mango and flax seed She woke up groggy and tapped me Headphones in, bumping to Max B Looked at her, paused it on track three She sighed and looked at me angry I asked her, "What?" And she snapped back, "Nothing, it's fine" I said, "No, what's on your mind?" She snapped back, "Nothing, it's fine!" I said, "Well f** it! I'm trying!" She sniffled, "f** you, I'm crying!" Still have no f**ing idea The what, or the who, or the why But we just stopped talking And that was the end No text or call or coffee No "Let's just be friends" We sat there silently through North Carolina and West Virginia And hours and hours pa**ed And the anxious quiet continued 'Til I fell asleep And woke up to the driver alone He told me he drove past her neighborhood And dropped her off home And that was it, and now we're here Two dozen feet from each other It feels like years since I've seen her Two washed-up used-to-be-lovers We used to kiss under covers And wrestle in blankets And nestle each other But I don't think I've got the courage to muster [Outro] Maybe I could say hi Maybe I'd feel relieved Maybe that would give me closure Maybe that's too naïve (If I could turn back time) Or maybe I could walk by Wear my heart on my sleeve (Maybe I could make you mine) And maybe we would lock eyes And it'd be hard to believe (How could I have been so blind?) But maybe we would both laugh And I could ask how she was (Maybe I could make you mine) And wonder if she thinks about The times we used to be us (If I could hit rewind) And maybe I could ask why Or maybe I would say please (Maybe I could make you mine) But maybe she's with a guy And maybe I should just leave Or maybe I could stop time Cause the world to just freeze (Maybe I could make you mine) Make corners of this room dissolve With every breath that I breathe Until it's just me and her