Samiam - Demon lyrics

I cursed myself this morning When i conjured up the demon next to me When i try to walk away she follows, she won't let me be If i don't believe in you why do i feel the way i do? I know you're trying to convince me you're for real But you're chasing me away Or are you racing me down the drain? History & arguments forever repeated endlessly My words are so twisted i don't know if i'm saying what i mean Forever you've tried to convince me you're for real But i can't tell if you're chasing me away Or are you racing me down the drain