Sam Hodson - Pardon lyrics

[Chorus: Hodson] Winds blowing, as we're strolling Hands reaching, withholding Skin showing And I'm sorry, how did I cover up like this Paths crossing, it's blinding I'm muted, and I'm hiding Behind the seconds between now and everything that I've done Now I'm breaking down begging your pardon Now I'm breaking down begging your pardon [Verse 1: Squire] For me to learn my place, I'm sick enough to take yours These shark infested waters and your stood in front of jaws Beg your pardon But it's hard to stay humble, when I'm close to the brink So many voices in my head that I can't hear myself think So Squire's k**ing it again If I beat it and chop it, and heat it and toss it, there won't be a beat left to save Feeling insane, rackin' my brain, leaving my baggage for others to claim Immune to the game, but it looks like I'm back and I've ended up kidding myself once again I can't stop fakin', look what the cultures done What do you mean, k**ed these all these haterz, let the vultures come Send a man to talk to spirits if he can't hold his rum J just stop fakin', look what the cultures done What you say man, I'm on this trap ting Ball so hard, watch the throne king Bars so hot, if dropped, melt straight though the wings of Batfink Top of the world, just to tease ya, Man better listen to this ether Got an angel and the devil on each shoulder And right now I can't hear either (Let me hold up) That's my cue, so let squire join in Got my crew, so there's a fire warning k**ing you, they'll never be mourning You can't tell me nothing, (Nah) you can't tell me nothing (Nah) J please tell the truth for once But that won't sell me nothing! Do I live like 5'9 and do my crying in a corvette And get so focused on the cake until it k**s me, Marie Antoinette Or like the Truman show, and let the true man come up on the outside Man I'm living two lives, I'm Dr Jeckle, I'm Mr Hyde Was drowned out by the voices, now I start to think clearer I'm not saying I got it sorted matter of fact I think I hear a But what about the man, that everyone else is picturing? Starting to ignore that voice, I beg your pardon for listening [Chorus: Hodson] Winds blowing, as we're strolling Hands reaching, withholding Skin showing And I'm sorry, how did I cover up like this Paths crossing, it's blinding I'm muted, and I'm hiding Behind the seconds between now and everything that I've done Now I'm breaking down begging your pardon Now I'm breaking down begging your pardon [Verse 2: Hodson] The leaves turn black with the hours The garden fruit softens and sours I guess d**h needs life to be fed I guess I need to clear my jungle head Cos in among the trees I took a bite I didn't know I had such an appetite The moment came like stillness to my soul I think it's where I start to lose control I remember the midnight air and the sports T-shirts And I know I came along but you thought it first What were you doing dragging me out in the first place It was an over 21's night anyway Talked about our lost dreams and past hopes Very aware I was still wearing my astros But could you let me love you again? Now I'm at the boundary I am part of a moment Between two others there's not even future left For me to hide behind My life is at the line Now I'm at the boundary I am part of a moment Between two others there's not even future left For me to hide behind My life is at the line [Verse 3: Hodson] The first time I felt the full force of you Eating popcorn in front of burning coal You looked into my eyes and knew what I was about to do As we dipped into the same bowl Now we've ended up walking through gardens Behind tired eyes I still see the lies All I did was leave a kiss upon your cheek Like you wouldn't work out my disguise Well here goes your betrayer Searching for the words you taught me to say Forgive me where I can't forgive myself Before I even think about bread today And now I'm at the boundary I am part of a moment And as I walk away I crumble like the words that I left unsaid I'm left hanging on a thread And now I'm at the boundary I am part of a moment And as I walk away I crumble like the words that I left unsaid I'm left hanging on a thread [Chorus: Hodson] Wind blowing, as we strolling Hands reaching, withholding Skin showing, and I'm sorry How did I cover up like this Paths crossing, it's blinding I'm muted, and I'm hiding Behind the seconds between now and everything that I've done (A breakdown on a stroll in a garden) [Chorus: Hodson] Wind blowing, as we strolling Hands reaching, withholding Skin showing, and I'm sorry How did I cover up like this Paths crossing, it's blinding I'm muted, and I'm hiding Behind the seconds between now and everything that I've done Now I'm breaking down begging your pardon [Outro: Hodson] What my heart so sorrowful for? What my guts spilled out on the floor?