[Verse 1] I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By losing my job I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By leaving my girl I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By sleeping with a guy I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By questioning my love [Chorus] I just wanna float downstream I just wanna forget everything I just wanna get to the next life already I just wanna be okay [Verse 2] I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By leaving my home I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By admitting I'm broke I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By quitting my band I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By losing my mind [Chorus] [Verse 3] I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By blowing out my brains I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By admitting I'm wrong [Chorus] [Outro] I just wanna talk to my mum I just wanna talk to my dad I just wanna get to the next life already I just wanna be okay