But really i'm never alone Even in my deepest room There's a presence I cannot deny Here within cerebral tombs Why all the suffering Why the pretense Why the lapse in my defense The faithful are falling In pain I resign To a cathartic pause from life If I awake will you be here Deep down I know You always are My tears can't wash Away my pain But maybe they'll melt Through the charade To reveal the man I am I Guess they were there all along The elusive golden rings But we spend so much time thinking deeply on shallow things What really matters What matters most As a guest I ask the host Meaning to it all Meaning is there none Or is it just thy will be done The radio exploded Like it never had before And like morning to the hopeful rose A thousand open doors