Saint Lu - Why Do I Want Love lyrics

I wouldn't say it is open day But if you step this way I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow I wouldn't say I'm an open book, If you take a look I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow There might be places like heaven above Wide-open spaces I'm so afraid of Why do I want love? Why do I want love? Down in me there's a deep blue sea Shorelessly running wild and free Relieve me, people say it is so easy Beautiful as a bu*terfly When I wave my wings it could paint the sky Relieve me, people say it is so easy There might be places like heaven inside Wide-open spaces but never a place to hide This insecurity is taking over me When will that ever stop? I'm far from breaking down, I'm far from falling through But how far is far enough? Why do I want love? Why do I want love? Why do I want love? Why do I want love? Why do I even try to find love When its taking me and breaking when I start to open up?