Sail On! Sail On! - Endorphins lyrics

I am Alive again for the first time I see it for what it truly is A chance, a chance to be Happy in my own skin Content with where I am for the first time Every day I wake With the pain in my head TREMORS SHAKE HALLUCINATE Every day I wake With the pain in my head SEIZING SHAPES ORGANS SCRAPE My memory's not perfect I can feel each thought fall out With every sip I lose my youth I lose my charm and clout I cannot take it, excuses abound around Persisting rather than getting help and getting out Not such a young man but I'm wasting away I'm getting wasted I can feel my body shake, can't stay awake It's time to be honest, it's time to beat this