Sage Of Six - Live This Way lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been thinking I've been thinking about I've been thinking About drinking Thinking about smoking Not weed I need something a little more Potent Because recently I haven't been feeling too Important Like would it have really mattered If my life had been aborted Or if I suffered side effects From c**aine that I snorted I'm h**n to my own life There's not a better way to word it I feel like if I committed suicide It wouldn't be recorded That's why this eagle lays in my lap Locked and loaded Waiting for the moment That perfect moment To make everyone miss me I just wish I could see the moment Find out who was my real homies And see who's souls get haunted Who feels bad for my mistreatment After I can't treated The hallways you say you can't walk Are the same halls you bullied me in You used to hate when you seen me Now you hate that you can't see me again Because it's your fault And you know it's your fault You were jealous of me Because I was free From your faults When really I hated That you were free from my flaws You were popular And had tons of Sexual intercourse But of course You hated that my life Did not compare to yours I was a nerd I was a virgin With dreams To do things But you destroyed them Then turned me to the same thing Now I'm just another dream [Refrain] And I just don't understand Why I gotta live this way? Why I gotta live this way? [Verse 2] I just don't understand Why we gotta live this way Tell me why we gotta live this way All lives ain't great We all Don't live the same damn way But why do we depreciate The existence of other people After people were battered to be sure that we were equals Do we deprive other people of their lives When it's their is right to live em Is it just malism A product of satanism We hate so much That we drive each other to Self antagonism It makes my eyes water so much I'm starting to loose vision Every time I see one of my siblings take their life Because their life wasn't going right They weren't living right They weren't being treated right Everybody did them wrong After they deal with school They have to deal with home In a neighborhood Where the wild things roam Aggravated with adolescence Tormented by temptation No wonder you suffer That's a deadly combination Your being dealt blows Like martial arts combinations Between all your ducking weaving You have no room patience You've been too stressed out And you don't feel like waiting For you move Your afraid of the moves Your opponents making But in this duel It's not about the hits that you have taken It's about how you get back up and keep playing This game of life And Know That you will always be able To beat the cards dealt on the table Put your heart in your hand And play until you win Cause life is like Yugioh Don't give in to torment [Refrain] But I don't know why we gotta live this way I don't know why we gotta live this way I dont't know why we gotta live this way [Outro] I'm just another skinny n***a Out here trying to make it And it's getting so hard That I don't know if I can take it And everyone says That's its make it or break it There ain't no getting in between it So I guess that I can't shake it