Sadistik - Sleeping with the enemy lyrics

I feel agoraphobic but reluctantly I stay the course In this maze of thorns cause there's no way that I can circumvent it It smells like Agent Orange in this place I'm headed And I may regret it but I gotta do what makes me form Counterfeited smiles enable me to find my breath Painted in the fog that was labelled at the time of d**h Of a recluse, tangled in a spider web Why ingest halos when the fables that they write are dead? Examine all the lines for an indication of the colors that were there inside another anecdote of time Talons grow inside with these inattentive gazes till it changes from irrational to schizophrenic rages When you're in a cage you forget how big the world can be And when you're always bleeding you forget it's an emergency It's a slow trip that can lose your hold quick Questioning the purpose that's embedded in your circuitry And then the water crystallises, it grows inside your chest until your heart's of sickled ice The world is an authentic made of artificial ties that were meant to cover gravestones, technicolor rainbows Letters from an angel are freakin with my memories Messing with my sheets cause I've been sleeping with the enemy Under a secretive identity, I try to get away but she's been leaking methamphetamines Drip drip, lick lick, infect me with diseases Feed me all your lies until you get me to believe it Is this instance a part of lucid dreaming Or just illusionary and they got you to believe it?