Sadist - Hope To Be Deaf lyrics

It happens sometimes you feel alive inside Your eyes would never want to open All around, laughter become a sole sad sound It raises and amplifies in your brain Into ears hoping to be deaf Noises are confused It's difficult to recognize all the sounds They are still laughing, apparently happy Hopeless, everything is gone Searching for an exit that does not exist They push you somewhere in the middle Where all their eyes are laughing at you It happens sometimes you feel alive inside Your eyes would never want to open All around, laughter become a sole sad sound