I want to feel alive again Hard times drag me to hell and back I think about it now and then It's empathy that I lack I dream of the day it all ends It's getting harder to go on I've done a lot in my defence The days are dark, the nights are long The more I take the law into my hands I feel alive I'm sure it cuts away at my will to survive Inside I'm like a child left in the wild My future's unsure You must have faith The streets are safe until I fall My hands are wrapped around your throat I have become what I fear most I've come to own everything But I feel nothing