Saba - Busy lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm so alone But all of my friends, but all of my friends, got some sh** to do, ayy All of 'em got plans, I call 'em up, “my bad,” n' text 'em They never cross me like bad pedestrian I been this awkward since adolescence I don't how long I had depression Never know no peer-pressure, I'm trying my little pecker Offend some girl I call my BFF, that ain't no secret kept I'm f**ed, then tell my cousin how broke I was I tried to hit a few years, she wasn't budging I'm bogus, left my girl for some shawty, shawty Deserving all this lonely You said, “Tell me, how are you sad You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans” I ain't trust nobody new since 2012, I ain't let nobody in Jesus got k**ed for our sins, Walter got k**ed for a coat I'm tryna cope, but it's a part of me gone And apparently I'm alone [Chorus] I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave [Verse 2] I'm so alone Just me and my girl, she leave me for work, then leave me for school She finally home, I leave her for tour FaceTiming nudity, yeah All of this new to me, yeah All of the infidelity when I was 17 Been catching up, I still feel like she catch me cheatin' n***as askin' me how tour was Knowin' I been home like 2 months And I seen your a** like 2 times They just small-talk like too damn no time, social interaction Have female friends I found attractive If I try to f**, but I am no savage Now we don't speak, we just walk past My parents could talk You probably reply to the missed calls after all ‘Cause the friendships that I can't recall, done turned my heart into camouflage Swear to God, they used to play basketball And doing sh** that I can't endorse Now with the Lord, now it really pours down What's the lone plans, still alone now [Chorus] I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave