Saba - Sirens lyrics

I'm so alone, but all of my friends But all of my friends got some s**t to do Yeah, all 'em got plans I call 'em, I'm bad at texting They never cross me like bad pedestrians I've been this awkward since adolescence I don't know how long I had depression Never no peer-pressure I'm tryna' get my little pecker off in some girl I call my BFF, that ain't no secret kept I f**ed then told my cousin I'm broke, I wasn't buzzin' I tried to hit a few years, she wasn't budgin' I'm bogus, left my girl for some shawty Surely deservin' of all this lonely “You sad? Tell me, how are you sad? You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans” I ain't trust nobody new since 2012, I ain't let nobody in Jesus got k**ed for our sins, Walter got k**ed for a coat I'm tryna cope, but it's a part of me gone In this packed room I'm alone I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe I'm so alone, just me and my girl She leave me for work, then leave me for school She finally home, I leave her for tour FaceTime me nudity, yeah, all of this new to me, yeah All of the infidelity when I was 17 been catchin' up It still feel like she'll catch me cheatin' n***as askin' me how tour was Knowin' I been home like two months And I seen your a*s like two times Save the small-talk like two dimes No time, social interaction Had female friends I found attractive I tried to f**k but I am no savage Now we don't speak, we just walk past If my past could talk It'd probably reply to the missed calls after all Cause the friendships that I can't recall Done turned my heart into camouflage While the guys I used to play basketball with Doin' s**t that I can't endorse now With the Lord now, when it pours down Was alone then, still alone now I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe I'm barely here, how I ain't present? Yeah, I drift for a second, forgot to reply to your message But all these years I been the same in your presence (I'm still here) Countin' the seconds before I reply to your message My biggest fear (is that I have to say goodbye another time) Is that I have to say goodbye another time (Not like this, not like this, not like this) So I skip town on our moment, hopefully prolonging this I don't need nobody new to miss (not like this) I want you to know Sirens on the way, ayy Now you're lying where the angels, lay, yeah Sirens on the way, ayy Now we're lying where the angels, lay, yeah Sirens on the way, ayy Now you're lying where the angels, lay, yeah Sirens on the way, ayy Now we're lying where the angels, yeah Ridin' through the city I'm young, I'm black, I'm guilty I know one time wanna k** me They don't know me but they fear me 15 years old with the sticky They gon' blame it on the marijuana Hands behind your head And they won't let up out they lead But if I move thats disrespect But if they shoot then that's just that? And if I run then that look bad? Drawing they gun right off their hip I'm probably deservin' ‘Cause I know they serve and protect But they think I'm servin' Or they think my cellphone's a weapon Heard that the robber wore a black mask I fit the description, a.k.a. “n***a” What is the difference? It's an enigma We so divided, I'm from Division Clutch that purse cause of my dreadlocks Cross that street cause I'm with my friends Curse every song in hip-hop Keep telling yourself it's a fad Sirens on the way, ayy Now you're lying where the angels, lay, yeah Sirens on the way, ayy Now we're lying where the angels, lay, yeah Sirens on the way, ayy Now you're lying where the angels, lay, yeah Sirens on the way, ayy Now we're lying where the