S. Thompson - You Don't Want It lyrics

[Verse 1] This life that I'm living The sh** on my mind Man I swear to god you don't want it f** college, I'll go when I want If I don't then oh well Man I just wanna rap It's a fact Perhaps, if I could make it big and just pretend that my problems don't exist Then I won't resist The most consistent gift And wish that this sh** could end break or split in a mystical bliss It's ok It's ok They say that everything is ok Make ways to Oh no, I won't go there I won't compare What I love to what I mostly fear One time I broke a mirror cause I hated the image True sh**, that's prolly why I'm making these wishes Got 5 years left with a blur to my vision Guess I prolly shoulda thought before I made the decision But oh well You live and you learn And I'm the type of dude to prolly never mention concerns Not the bestest with words Cause that wasn't one And what I do for fun That wasn't one Did you just start listening I just begun To all the people saying I'll make it when the times right Well you can get the f** up outta my sight In hindsight, you never helped me anyway so what you know bout my fight Why lie It's Sci-Fi how I rhyme lines Time flies when your mind is like a life line Forreal it's so crazy These n***as fugazi Just look what you made me I wanna make it, but no one is helping me I can't conceive to your ideals but whatever's there to take from me Let's take the key of misery, drown it in your memories Roll the Dutch and all just sing along to f**ing 'Let It Be' [Bridge] The story's the same If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all Where'd it all change I'm yelling but don't think I'm heard at all The story's the same If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all I'm looking for change... [Hook] You wanted me, I give it to you And now you don't want it I know you don't want it I know you don't want it You wanted me, I give it to you And now you don't want it I know you don't want it I give you me and I know you don't want it [Verse 2] You do not want this sh** No, you don't want it Truth is, neither do I Good luck with your lives Rap is hella stress, hope it pays great Honestly, ironically, stress for me just seems to always motivate Initiate the plan from point B to letter Z Where's the A you ask Well beats me Historically it always came first admittedly But not with me Cause you see, A is to better all the lives around me They found me Oops, gotta run Run run as fast as I can To be the man and it's for certain I'll be working till my fingers hurting From writing or typing Whatever you wanna call it But I'll just call it like I see it Believe it I mean it cause I'll be the meanest To hop on the scene It's amazing I'm staring in awe I thought that you knew Thought you saw But guess not I best not go there no way It's a hard knock life like Hov say Ok, but I am really not the type to go play Most days I'd rather sit alone and write I'm hungry tryna find the light But every day's a struggle and I'm sure it's like a losing fight I'm losing might and sight of what I hope to be I hope to see The world as we know it, sing to Jodeci And notice me As hip hops best contender, oh so woefully Why front Guys run where I'm from Or they wish they did Got me feeling like I'm dumb That's a nice one I'm the bright son The oracle Everybody come to me, I'm feeling so historical The more you know, the better But is it really better when you feel the pain much deeper within each and every letter Well for better or worse Imma live with curse And spit every verse as if it is my last Forreal [Bridge] The story's the same If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all Where'd it all change I'm yelling but don't think I'm heard at all The story's the same If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all I'm looking for change... [Hook] You wanted me, I give it to you And now you don't want it I know you don't want it I know you don't want it You wanted me, I give it to you And now you don't want it I know you don't want it I give you me and I know you don't want it (beat switch) [Verse 3] Is it weird that I can look into myself if I can't help it You ask me about breakfast and I prolly won't remember But sometime late in December I got some life changing news Imma be a father Is the story the same now Insane how My life is at a different pace now And everything I do, it's like I'm doing for Drake now Displaced now, from whatever I used to be Then I think bout my own father and I see what it do to me I'm... Stressed out But everyone is saying how I'm blessed now It's ok how I see it The music is building me into what I'm tryna be And I just want them to see That father or not, I'm going after I'm dreams And I'm only going harder tryna water my seed I wanna bleed for my own and this the place for it Blank canvases hold all the f**ing space for it [Bridge] The story's the same If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all Where'd it all change I'm yelling but don't think I'm heard at all The story's the same If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all I'm looking for change but don't think I'm getting the help at all