S-Ra - This Life lyrics

[Verse 1] Sometimes I live for the moment Sometimes I feel like it's a waste Singing for a life, it's lament I feel your pain, I feel my gain It's cruel but it's part of my caste Life is a disappointment but it's the only thing you do Maybe you'll get this someday, but this is a foo's Song, I need to sleep, it's just my imagination I need a new record, I need a desperation I've seen that girl in the halls, yeah I live for her hand It would be the greatest, if she knew, if she realized I wish I could get that dream relationship, no reprimands I felt so strong, now it's my job, it doesn't feel like Know her name? I don't give a single sh** It's my duty to get to my peak, growth spurts I've been made fun of, their opinion ain't a hit But I'll admit, sometimes it's a shot, and it hurts I hear the emotional gun go off, it's deafining but I can handle it They say my destiny is getting high and wrecking cars, but not it I've been thrown down, i've been in fights and been left to die I'm trying to walk away from this life but it's not that simple Don't f** with my brain, I know that sh**, I know a life You might look sweet, you might have me goin crazy but it's fickle Don't drop your arguments, come to me, I love ya Sometimes I see the sh** that middle school drama brings ya You don't know who I am, but I know who you are I may not look the part but there's a fighter in all of us And it's up to you to bring it out, whether you near or far The heartbreak it cracks whenever I see ya, it's enough I gotta ask you out, girl, but I don't know if ya'll accept off the bat I don't even know what drives my rapture, it's my kryptonite Does she know me? God knows, I wish, but it's just that I will try, honestly, and we all know, it'll bite They don't believe me, they doubt my abilities They laugh when I rap, but they haven't scratched the surface Rapping for Jay Day's songs, showing off my lip agility I'm still breathin', but ain't perfect [Hook] Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do sh** bout it, a damn fit I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care This is my life, my life, my life, and f** you if you don't like it Wanna know my life in two words: f** You Come at me, it's not a hard thing to do If you're mad, clear yourselves, it's a holiday troop I'ma fight for this girl and you ain't gonna get this droop Get back on your ship and send yo a** back to the sloop I walk high, talk high, act high, sh** I am high, froot loop Not impressed, second-guessing, making my sh** a bloop Taking up your mind, it's survival, but it's not for the coup Making this is like gathering Eminem and Biggie in a group I play football, throwing that pa** one hundred yards I like to think that, but don't do that sh**, it's my man-card You'll like to make me a signed rapper, I'm the new rap bard I live for the singing, I run and spit to the crowd I rap and rhyme and jam and then getting applause The Mafia attacked me in the back, I tossed 'em a 2pac Livin for the givin but not giving a sh** is beginnin to get on my nerves I'm a walking goalie, a cornerback in third base, made a spare Making me a famous motherf**er, take any card, make a dare Make my damn day, ruin my mind, take em from the behind Gasoline blowin up out a car, original gangsters, making 100 mph on the freeway High speed chase, like a horse that breeded with a cheetah, it's free day Opposite day, taking mack back in the sack, that's what my son is Let's see how you do, talk to me baby, I love you, it's a quitter's word I'm not a quitter, I'm a sh**ter, because I'm talking it You wanna f** me? Bulletproof, 'least I'm making it Credits are rollin, who's my producer? I don't have one, so just take it out on the looper I've got the endurance to keep spitting to my shine No one will fall for my tricks, though, it's for my bind This kid is going down in history, if he can help it Then she will love me, not a f**in psychopath Hungry for power, my speed limit's so damn fast Abide from the laws of the normal lifer, writing my signature down for my cipher Sublime, you think of yourself as a virtual bada**, get off of the computer and work out, tell yourself that you'll get yourself in a beatbox bout You wanna get aced, tell me to my face, I'll have C destroy you Do I disgust you, am I ugly to you? Tell me and you'll hear sh** for word, foo' Love me, hate me, ask me if I care, I'll just add it to my photobooth of sh** I don't care about, like you Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do sh** bout it, a damn fit I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care This is my life, my life, my life, and f** you if you don't like it Yeah, I'm white, you shouldn't have a problem with that I'm the white rapper, the other ones are the white fappers Never heard that one before? Well I'm pulling out the big guns MC's bout to blast, he's done with with the fair buns I saw him getting some last night, damn they was loud Shooting them out on a board, it's my newfound Love is making me go crazy, remind you what you want to do when you grow up I'm gonna lose some sh**, walking away from this verse, so shut up End this quick, get up on this stage, yes we're open I'll fight you, out of town, down to the pope'n I walk on this path alone, but I'm trying to not struggle If you can hear this, then get down here on the double Remember girl that this song is dedicated to you, and the ones that need her And then I get a little crazy, but it's alright, don't take the bait, ain't no lure I'm about to do some crazy sh** but it's not enough for me to implore I need a million dollars, the State of California, and your clothes, like Schwarzenegger Ooh, innuendo, how you gonna handle that, eh? I know you like it, babe I tell you what you want to hear, don't need another jeer I'm gonna walk and talk, fawk and all forms a' naught because I'ma impress you, just ya watch I'ma a f**ing prodigy, and if I was a military leader this would be my strategy Lull em to sleep, now they're dead and gone cause we shot em They're asking for forgivance but we've already fought em We're soldiers of the new world, new Generation and 2nd gen of Em-inem It's a planet buster, coming down but I sing like a motherf**er Come up to the stage, girl, don't need to be shy I'll see you some day, and I will not lie [Hook] Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do sh** bout it, a damn fit I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care This is my life, my life, my life, and f** you if you don't like it [Bridge] (Life is f**ing perfect if ya would kiss me I will make this my life if ya would miss me Don't walk away, please don't dismiss me Dedicated and your best man and friend for ya) (2x) [Hook] Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do sh** bout it, a damn fit I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care This is my life, my life, my life, and f** you if you don't like it Your struggles may be similar, man...keep fighting the good fight, no matter what