S-Ra - Dreaming of Sin lyrics

[Hook] (Sampled From Within Temptation-Hand of Sorrow) Please forgive me for the sorrow, for leaving you in fear For the dreams we had to silence, that's all they'll ever be Still I'll be the hand that serves you Though you'll not see that it is me [Verse 1] I'm just trying to get through this life, bein' an average guy Hoping that I could sell these albums and know people who'll buy Cause truth is I'm in a tough spot in my life, and it feels like I'ma die I need to get on with these times, but it feels like I'm stuck in the past They despise everything I stand for, apparently I'm white trash But I don't want to be poor, or live in these conditions no mo' Cause look at it this way, I'm not trying to impress anyone or trying to score Get a damn grip, son, they told me, you're not going to be robbing a store Oh yeah? f** you, this is what I have to do, I'm rotten to the core But so what? Far as I see the world is f**ed in every single pore I guess that's what we gotta do to get by, the economy is still sh** But they're still urging me to do it, like hell I ain't got true grit Everything I've done in the past and in the present will define me in the future So I can't seem to find myself any outlets, jobs, I'm just a junior What do we live for, what's the purpose of life, is it for us to figure out Crime neverending, chaos inevitable, is this why we got the trigger out [Pre-Hook] I sit at my own table in the cafeteria, always plotting ma** hysteria I'm not going to jail tonight, and that's euphoria Millions of dollars are just waiting to be mine, screaming my name on the dollar sign Or are they, who knows, I'm not greedy, I'm easy peasy, I just need to provide for my family I'm going today to scout out the place, I hope I'm not too phased, I'll find the cheese as the rat in this maze But I know how to get rich and famous, and it ain't starting in a garbage bin So I'm going to sleep, tomorrow's the heist, looks like I'm dreaming of sin [Hook] Please forgive me for the sorrow, for leaving you in fear For the dreams we had to silence, that's all they'll ever be Still I'll be the hand that serves you Though you'll not see that it is me [Verse 2] Is that it my resurrection or my redemption? All this life is giving me is no signatures for my complexion Pale and looking the type, italian boy spitting rhymes for affection But he keeps on falling down because of failure to write perfection He can't get back up, but he knows in his heart it'll be enough to kneel He prays to god for everything he wants, but it'll all about to keel Injustice, for the times that I left it alone No one cares, it's all there for us to show I'm cracking open the safe, but sh**, my cover's blown (f**ing hell, it's the cops!) Duffel bag can't hold no more, I'm shaking to the bone I'm gonna die, but it won't be by someone else's groan C'mon Razor, better end it right now, you're here all alone f** this game, she's a b**h, you can call her Joan The arc witch I wrote a letter and still forgot to burn Pull the trigger, man, your vigor's already been shown Footsteps are coming, I'm f**ed and popping my phone Let's see how my brain handles 954 mph in the unknown [Pre-Hook] I sat at my own table in the cafeteria, was always plotting ma** hysteria I'm going to get buried next week by my family, and that's euphoria My dreams are crushed but I'm fine, no evidence's left and my homie's lying Or are they, who knows, I'm not greedy, I'm easy peasy, I just needed to provide for my baby I've gone and found out my place, I hope I'm not too played, I found the cheese as the rat in this maze But I knew how to get rich and famous, and it wasn't starting in a garbage bin I went to sleep tonight, it was by my own hand, I died still dreaming of sin [Hook] Please forgive me for the sorrow, for leaving you in fear For the dreams we had to silence, that's all they'll ever be Still I'll be the hand that serves you Though you'll not see that it is me (Outro:) Yeah...don't ever let anyone tell you that there's no dreams... Because there always are dreamers... And just like John Lennon said, I'm not the only one... Stay in school...don't get shot...and always dream... Just sayin'...