S-man - Suicide Letter lyrics

I don't need a will cause I'm not leavin nobody sh** It's my suicide letter At the end of this song I'm gonna blow my f**in brains out [Sticky Fingaz] If you readin this, I'm probly dead by now Probly ODed and put three in my head by now I'm on the balcony alone, nobody here to stop me I should film this and leave Banned From TV a copy I'm sick of this world and everything that come wit it d**h, life, politics, religion, f** all of it Always feel the pain or I'm ignorin it Could barely see the love but all we need more of it Yeah right, like that's gonna happen They workin on the next nuclear weapon n***as still starvin, n***as still robbin It's no money that's when you have mo' problems I wanted a son but that was the past Cause to tell the truth I don't think this world gon' last And I'm not a quitter n***a, I ain't givin up I'm just ready to move on son, I had enough [Hook] Live or die, it's my life I may, I might, it's my time ? or shine, it's my ? So say goodbye, it's my life [Sticky Fingaz] I can't recall anything fore the age of five Far back as I could remember, had the lazy eye All the sh** I been through and I stayed alive But today feel like a good day to die Felt it before but it's hard to say goodbye Felt like I'm talkin to myself when I pray to the sky Like they took my faith and created a lie Don't try to talk me out of it, I made up my mind I'm a man, I meant no cry for help So I'mma have to start the revolution by myself I'm losin it, too much goin on in my head Statistically speakin, I'm supposed to be dead Made a crew of wild n***as goin to war for 'caine Decorate the walls in ya building wit ya brain Strugglin in the hood, I know too well But why to get to heaven n***a gotta go through hell? [Hook]