S. Holden Jaffe - Lost My Cat / Put in a Cage lyrics

I love like a child, laugh when I can And fight like an ignorant man And I smoke, I smoke for the rush To keep my head above all the things that she does In the end, I guess she'll figure out Until then I'm sleeping in I sold everything I kept in my house And filled it instead with a horrible sound The beat of a drum, a crack and a hiss If I'm not her one than I'm only for kicks But it's not over now Until then I'm filled with doubt But I'm not innocent I'm livid and bold, well I'm young and sick of it I, I want to live down by the sea Where no one will listen to me and my thoughts Drunk in the brain and hoping my shame Could fill all the cracks in the wall