Ryker's - Once I Believed lyrics

I prove myself wrong Denied reality for far too long I shudder to think But it's no surprise at all I was living in the hope Of a feeling to be shared That's all i've ever wanted That's all i've ever dared Now things have changed Attitudes are dearranged It seems that it's uncool To say what you feel Once i believed In respect, trust and loyality This was what used to be It always made sence to me There's nothing left The flame's gone in their eyes No one seems to care Or is willing to share Just choose to ignore And comfort in shallow lies Clutching at straws Drowning in their own disguise Once i believed In respect, trust and loyality This was what used to be It always made sence to me Once i believed In honor, faith and dignity This was what used to be But nothing makes sence to me ...makes sence to me I look at you I look at me And hold back all i want to say It's so hard to betray... yourself! ...so hard ...so hard ...so hard to betray ...myself! Once i believed In me!