Ryan Oakes - Run Away lyrics

[Intro: Ryan Oakes] The best part of the story Is that it's still isn't finished And then I pray to God That this isn't the only chapter written I'm gone [Verse 1: Ryan Oakes] I never thought that I would go and break my promise But when I said its forever I thought I was being honest I guess that I had a couple skeletons up in my closet That were acting like they're modest secretly they would be chronic Now I'm writing all these sonnets, while you sit there and you miss me Another broken heart, thinking they could really fix me Promising no matter what they were sticking with me I just hope you moving on cause I don't want you to forgive me I don't think that I forgive me too, I thought all of it was true And then I pushed you out and locked myself alone inside my room Away from everyone recluse just me and beats inside the booth Thinking it would make it better, sh** I didn't have a clue All I have are memories of things up in the past They said it gets better everytime the time pa** But why am I still pushing everything away and back Behind me, I just wish that I could fall and get it in my grasp I got loads of all these issues, girl I truly wish you Never came around and now that's something I'll admit to And that isn't to diss you, I'm just sorry that it hit you When you give this sh** your all and now there's no one standing with you Now I truly wish you, get up out that chamber Because I ain't coming back I'm super sorry my behavior Always builds a couple walls and then says I'll see you later So I think it's time you finally went and did yourself a favor and just [Hook: Ryan Oakes] Runaway Save yourself all of the pain I pray to god that you escape I promise that you'll be okay Just promise me you'll run away Get yourself out of this daze With me, your skies would be grey It's selfish of me if you stay So promise me you'll run away [Verse 2: Ryan Oakes] It isn't fair, I'm sitting here uncertain If I feel a thing at all, cause I'm always busy working I would tell you that I love you and that sh** felt like a burden But I truly wished I did everything behind the curtains Had me hurt in, and you know what people say Hurt people, hurt people girl its such a shame I didn't wanna hurt you ever now all of the blame Is coming back to me, and now you gonna end the gain But all the pain, and the regrets Excuses, that I'm stupid and the effects Leaving you in shambles from the times that I would repress And try to force the feeling now you have to try to reset And forget about the goals and all the future plans that we set When we met, I thought I could really fall in love Maybe settle down, and move in maybe all of the above But I'll throw it all away when everything is said and done So I think its best at this point if you get up and just run, run away [Hook: Ryan Oakes] Save yourself all of the pain I pray to god that you escape I promise that you'll be okay Just promise me you'll run away Get yourself out of this daze With me, your skies would be gray It's selfish of me if you stay So promise me you'll run away