Ryan McKenna - Mononokay lyrics

[Verse 1] What does it mean to be happy? And am I getting better? I used to make excuses for myself but it's not the weather I've tried to rid myself of my anxious tendencies But I have to accept my head for what it is to me I'm not super human Well I'm barely alive But I would k** to leave my house and not be afraid of the outside So I started thinking It'd be so nice To not have trouble sleeping I haven't slept in nights [Chorus] So I called to apologize For every night I told you I didn't want to live my life But I hung up Before you picked up Cause I changed my mind [Verse 2] I know more about plants Than I know about myself And if giving up doesn't make you stronger then why the hell am I still here? Call me depressed And tell me to get over it It's not in my head And it's in my blood [Chorus] So I called to apologize For every night I told you I didn't want to live my life But I hung up Before you could pick up Cause I changed my mind And I've gotten better at getting better And I've gotten better at getting better At being me I've gotten better at getting better And I've gotten better at being me [x2] At being me