"Check check... we good?" "Yeah" "Let's do it!" Called you up talked it out took a train and I went Last Sunday I couldn't drive to you cause I was just too wasted to try Picked me up stumbled out took a pill and I slept through Monday I can't be more to you because I am just barely alive There's nothing that you could do for me Don't want to remember There's nothing that you could say to me Just want to forget I'm sorry I can't be what you need I'm sorry it's not you it's just me I'm sorry you think that I could change I would if I could, maybe someday If I had to change I'd be for you You've always been there when there have been few I just cannot be the man you see Whoever I am, it's not really me We'll just have to see Woke up while you were out took a phone and I booked a one way I couldn't let you see me after what you'd seen me go through I guess the secrets out, no one to blame just my life gone astray It's not by choice it's just the only way that I face the truth With you