Ryan Hirt - Behind My Smile lyrics

cant afford these flashing lights, papparatzi wont act right, cant believe what you always read, in newspapers and magazines. feels like im frozen (feels like im frozen) this life that i've chosen, im on top but i feel so low, i wanna run but theres no where to go. the red carpet im on that im walkin and it feels like im giving up talking, interested??? do u wanna know me??? or is it pictures that you want for money??? somebody give me some novacain, i need to find a way to numb my pain, is it worth it please tell me now, i dont wanna hide behind my smile. no sun set in 3 nights, im the one on these non-stop flights i cant move and i cant even breathe every day im exposed to t.v feels like im frozen (feels like im frozen) this life that i've chosen im on top but i feel so low, i wanna run but theres no where to go. the red carpet im on that im walkin and it feels like im giving up talking, interested??? do u wanna know me??? or is it pictures that you want for money??? somebody give me some novacain, i need to find a way to numb my pain, is it worth it please tell me now, i dont wanna hide behind my smile. everywhere i go, somebodys talkin, every thing i do, somebodys talkin, every time i move, somebodys talkin about what they see. every where i look, somebodys changin, every time i freeze, sombodys changin, everything i say, somebodys changing it to make t.v. you dont know how it feels, untill the fingers are pointed at you, when your high and your feelin low, where do you run, tell me what do you do. the red carpet im on that im walkin and it feels like im giving up talking, interested??? do u wanna know me??? or is it pictures that you want for money??? somebody give me some novacain, i need to find a way to numb my pain, is it worth it please tell me now, i dont wanna hide behind my smile. (i dont wanna hide behind my smile x3 ....ooohhhhhhh)