Ryan Cain O'Donnell - Bittersweet lyrics

Intro: No...No I'll just catch up with you guys later Yeah...I just..lemme be alone I just gotta think for a second Verse 1: Sitting down in the basement zoned out Hate everybody I don't wanna go out I never met god in my life But if I do then we're having a throw down This really how it's gonna go down? Don't call me im tossing my phone out Bet the doctors gonna tell me I got some sh** too hard to pronounce Hmmmm well lemme think That lexipro went down my sink Im feeling so much pressure Everything I write is soundin weak I Love you (hate you) Love you (hate you) I change my mind least once a week I'll never have it all figured out Wiggin out like the devils approachin me I'm a ghost of me I don't really feel sh** Don't talk cause I don't wanna hear it I Been gone since you been gone I'm Shell of myself I don't have much spirit Left I'm a waste I guess That's why everyday I stress I was hurt with you here now im hurt when ya not I can feel this knot in the middle of my chest cause Chorus: You're the best and the worst thing That's ever happened to me I never felt such joy and pain At the same time (ooohhh you're bittersweet) It was only yesterday You chose to set me free I remember I laughed and cried At the same time (ooohhh you're bittersweet) Verse 2: Ok time for round two Bet you'll tell me im underground too And ill never be anything in the rap game Feel shame when I come around you Back and forth ya bittersweet When we fight its dejavu You were my best kept secret It's time I say the truth ( I can not stay with you No I can not stay with you) Stop wasting my time lemme Back on the grind, go away Oh please im begging you So didn't hear me? Stop it I'm hooked on you like phonix How can I love you? I don't like myself most of the time and I'm just an ignoramus I only wish to make it I'm hopin' you don't smell the fear I'm wearing like a fragrance I never meant to come off heartless I just mixed the message Guess I'm a screw up with no intention to learn my lesson Chorus Bridge: (let's break it down) You play the victim like I treated you so bad You weren't as good to me as you would like to act Don't lecture me, don't lecture me, don't lecture me X2 Chorus