Ryan Adams - So, Anyways lyrics

I do not understand your soul When it leaves the room in ruins In total confusion till we're both out of control I do not understand the thief Who leaves the money in the mattress Sheets silver and gold Like all the money in the world could help you sleep When it don't matter anymore And where you lay your head Is anybody's guess these days Our love is a maze Only one of us was meant to escape And I was lost until I felt your love So, anyways I do not understand goodbye I take the memories that it stole I put in the resin in the tombs inside my soul I do not understand or trust Nobody anymore Words crumble into dust I sit and write your name Like it was a map for me back to us But where you lay your head Is anybody's guess these days Our love is a maze Only one of us was meant to escape And where you lay your head Is on the shoulder of who's left in the game Our love is a maze Confused by all these numbers and names Without the poison there was no one left to say "So, anyways"