Ry Lowe - The Struggle lyrics

[Hook: Ry Lowe] Can't you see that I'm trying to move on You're stopping me from going Remember when we were together But I just wanna live forever Can't you see that I'm trying to move on You're stopping me from going Remember when we were together But I just wanna live forever Forever forever[3x] Girl I just wanna live forever And ever, yeah [Verse 1: Gabriel, the Third] I feel like I'm suddenly falling apart I wanna build a bridge but where do we start Yeah I loved you, I'll f**ing admit it But what we had in the end was just f**ing bullsh** You a fancy drug with a fancy trip Suit and tie cla**y then I f**ing dip I take off, to a new dimension A dimension where I see the right impression You was just an addiction Psychopathic brain that just won't listen Yeah it just won't listen I like to stay with a random vision Any vision, you can choose You're in the way so I'll always lose I can't move on to anywhere I still look at just to f**ing stare Prison bars holding me back Rap bars keeping me on this track The tiger is vicious and I'm on his back I wanna live forever but life was wack I finally moved on but then there was crack I started taking rips and the color turned black I'm falling off my chair and I can't relax I'm suddenly falling apart and I can't fight back Mono y mono what are you popping you hoe You hoe better grow or you OD on blow I did a lot of things that you wouldn't know You changed a lot girl and I thought you would grow Ry Lowe, can you tell Rose she a hoe (You a Hoe!) Undergo to the new chapter of my show Please say hello to Marilyn Monroe I wanna move on but it's a struggle though [Hook] [Verse 2: Ry Lowe] I just wanna, live forever, live for the better The silent effects you had I'm like sh** whatever You took my time away, felt like a holiday But really I just need a break The first time was my mistake I stuck the needle in or fell for the girl of my dreams From THC to methamphetamine The extremes, touch you so delicately Now I hara** the power as it imprisons me Inside a cell of obsession Skipping meals except for breakfast Lunch and dinner f** 'em They've been scratched off my checklist Cause at that time I can eat cereal Watch my cartoons, feel loose Drop acid cause I feel confused And lose myself inside a world Where all the colors swirl Into a monotone model of a six foot girl I'm obsessed with a budget where I pay less But Payless ain't selling shoes that I can pay yet Go, Mono y Mono connect the insides of me That get exposed so I guess I lose privacy Prophecy made it I should of neglected My power is ma**ive. my flow is so reckless k**ing with time every time that I rhyme Make you wanna rewind to the time where I find all the lines And say that one is mine so I rap it and stay on my grind Stay on my grind [Outro: Ry Lowe] Can't you see that I'm trying to move on You're stopping me from going Remember when we were together But I just wanna live forever Girl I just wanna live forever