Ruiner - Convenient Gods lyrics

I am pride. I am discouragement Self loathing, but egotistical, an ignorant f** An average heathen who just waits for their turn to speak Convinced in thinking they know when their end will be But I am sh** no different and no better Similar skin stretched over similar bone I want answers for coming days I want a reason for what was and what will be I try to look to no god, nor any man I see that a weakness at best But in our dire moments we need something to blame We turn to a light we will never see You need me more than I need you I wish that was true, I wish that was true Faith is humanities answer for the fear they can not face A fear that we are with out purpose, that we are truly alone