If I could speak to everybody in the world, I wouldn't Not a single f**ing soul would deserve to have heard it They couldn't even grasp what I'm handing them It's like there's so many blank stares I can bare in one life If I could feed all the people of the world with need, I wouldn't even stop eating for them to stop bleeding I feel better every second I hurt you In a world where suffering is seen as a virtue I'm falling apart, every day is the same Everybody's a stranger, I'm basting in anger It's the same sh**, each day is over before it started Walking around every party, is everybody just f**ing retarded?! Somewhere far off in a luminol world, every girl I ever wanted takes a form that I thought of when I saw her standing tall, looking gorgeous in the corner Right before she would f** it up, shattering my dreams Cause the image that I've saw is what she could've been Listen to me, why don't you want me, huh? You think I'm ugly, do I bore you or something? Cause I've come a pretty f**ing long way to be here and to make myself available, to hell with you! Wait, no. I'll tell you what you are: the reason I'm breathing You're why I started singing, burning every bridge beneath me Do I make sh** look easy?! (It is!) The tallest monument to someone I could've loved I'd tear the f**ing sky apart to show that I'm good enough You're the music, I discovered as a kid I was told not to listen to the music, but I did And I heard the sounds of Athens, calling through the centuries A ripple from the past, things Aristotle said to me In writings that were buried, leaving the world in darkness, 'til his words surfaced on Earth by Aquinas (Writings that were buried, leaving the world in darkness, 'til his words surfaced on Earth by Aquinas) You know that song I wrote for you? Bet you never knew it was for you That song that lit up the planet in laughter? Not after it made me a fortune, I guess I thought that... if I wrote the perfect song, you might notice me Might know you made the wrong choice when you chose him over me... Guess that's what I get letting someone close to me