RPLDGHSTS - White lyrics

[Verse 1] So take a picture with a Polaroid If this image disappears we gon' be destroyed Cause I done seen many lows Future so dark, see it with my eyes closed In these closed doors to these people we expose Is a mind overshadowed by the d** In the past year, I've been in and out of love Curse to the skies, send me d**h from above n***a, I'm broke (I'm broke) It's like a diamond with a crack in it Life's hard so I guess I'll take a crack at it So far from these people that I care for So high that my home become a drug store Everybody say they makin' dough out of linens But I'm still diggin' in this digitized hole Feelin so dark in my digitized soul Cause n***a we sing songs of the digitized loathes [Break] I'm tryina make it to the light When it's so dark, I feel so bright Tryina make it to the light Tryina move straight to the white Straight to the white Tryina make it to the light Down here's so dark, there's so bright I'm tryina make it to the white Tryina move straight to the white Straight to the- [Verse 2] So sin my body till it ghosts Bed full of fire, send my body to the smoke Cause these visions ain't a joke We could plan a ritual overnight The darkness determine who the host in this room While we smoke, till we choke A pitch black cloak like the color of my soul Heard in my city they wanna sh** on my goals The same n***as politickin' be blowin' up my phone But I don't don't give no f** about 'em If you real in this life then you gon' be about it Tryina tell 'em that this life ain't meant for everybody You go hard, then you die And everything you livin' is a lie I try to tell 'em we don't go to church We just prance around in these ruins and it hurts Thinking of the days when we used to have a worth The memories of a home But f** it, I'd rather see the end alone I guess I'm on my own [Outro] Pleasure... is... it can be a temporary state But it can also be... kind of a state of... residence Depending on what your mind frame's like Like a lot of people only find pleasure... IN other things And so they, like go on a search... for constant pleasure Like constant people just... like achievement of pleasure Like things to pleasure them, like food to pleasure them Drinks to pleasure them, clothes to pleasure them People to pleasure them They never... really achieve it Because it's temporary But, pleasure can be in the state where It's just your state of mind