Rough Silk - Isolation lyrics

Alone in my cellar I lie awake at night Hold my breath and I wait for the return of the light I don't deserve to be mentioned - don't deserve to be free Don't deserve to be happy - I don't deserve to just be Cause I'm me, myself and I Don't know who and don't know why. All I can do's to be waiting for the day The three of us will say goodbye A six-feet-under-no-more-try But until then I hear my guardians say : Welcome to your isolation - where no one cares if you bitterly cry Welcome to your isolation - the only way out is to die !! "Me" always wanted the good life - "myself" always wanted the bad And I just refused to be normal - then the other two simply saw red A schizo is never alone - so we made an arrangement to follow the rule : "If one of us appears, the other two sleep" - but I was an arrogant fool Cause I'm me , myself and I……… Welcome to your isolation…… "Me" burned the house of the holy , "myself" lived a silent man's life And I simply wanted to get rid of them both - so I tried it with a gun and a knife. So now here I sit in my cellar - it's not what you'd call a jail, yes, I know, But behind the gla** door we're not only three anymore- there's a judge and a whole courtyard show. So in the end it's okay to be lonely - the others tell me 'bout their lifes everyday - they go to work, live their dreams and sometimes it seems that I'd finally be fading away - 'cause I'm me, myself and I… Welcome to your isolation…Is to die - out is to die - is to die …..