Rosicrucian - Within The Silence lyrics

If you could see what I cannot be You'd understand why I can't be whole Life is piercing me on its spike My unawareness is taking its toll I can feel things you would never understand The pain so satisfying in the silence Everytime I go there someone bring me back My calmness turning into violence Only an arms length is holding me back Reality flushed through my head What I can see my hands cannot touch The silence must not be fed Sometimes - I wish I was there with you There in the silence where our worlds collied But this would be purely mental suicide All this pressure that's building up Temptation makes me weak The way you do the tings you do Just take me back - take me with you The barrier is there and closing in Soon it will have pa**ed me by It meant not to be, I still want to go And I can't stop wondering why My conscious mind is fighting back Unconscious though I may be Dying - fighting - the trial, my choice to live again All this pressure that's building up Temptation makes me weak Bending - giving in Cannot live - got to be Within the silence The silence is complete Within the silence My gos - is dead - and lying by my feet Within the silence If you could see what I cannot be You'd understand why I can't be whole Life is piercing me on its spike My unawareness is taking its toll I can feel things you would never understand The pain so satisfying in the silence Everytime I go there someone bring me back My calmness turning into violence Only an arms length is holding me back Reality flushed through my head What I can see my hands cannot touch The silence must not be fed Sometimes - I wish I was there with you There in the silence where our worlds collide But this would be purely mental suicide All this pressure that's building up Temptation makes me weak Bending - giving in Cannot live - got to be Within the silence The silence is complete Within the silence My gos - is dead - and lying by my feet Within the silence