Rose Blossom Punch - If I Were Dead lyrics

"man is sometimes extraordinarily, pa**ionately, in love with suffering and that is a fact." -fyodor dostoyevsky so long i guess it's so long i can feel this now my time yes it's my time do you want me now oh well you never could tell 'cause you don't know how you saved me then you dragged me all the way to hell all the times you said you'd be better off if i were dead you know you could have walked away could have walked away over guess it's over and now you're the one who cares 'cause you're so scared and you know i'm done so long guess it's so long do you feel this now all the times you said you'd be better off if i were dead you know you could have walked away could have walked away