I guess I'll start off with I'm sorry But I know you'll never hear me Cause lately I've been really thinking Maybe i was naive Cause when i stumbled over pictures And all our broken humor I remembered we were younger And forever made us eager I'm always eager in the winter So i could never rid of these scars that decorate my back Cause yeah things got bad but it wasn't always like that There was beauty in all mistakes, wrong turns, and hearts turning black Cause when i hear your name i find comfort in all my heart attacks So don't look at me like I'm a stranger There was a time when we were closer And if every ending has it's reason Maybe we can try out another season when we're older Should I leave off with maybe call me Or is that too much to be asking I just feel so f**ing stupid that we took it all for granted Abandoned all the love we felt outside Of all the useless fights and broken lies I guess i lost my only appetite Cause now my stomach shakes the night As i lay upon my freezing bedroom floor Wondering why the hell i ever swore So can you hear it in my voice cracks Stutter over words that never seem to fit right Always coming out bad Will we meet again when the mornings feel less colder And will she be my friend after all the nasty things I told her Darling cause now we're older And life is getting shorter But with you it felt much slower So baby be my acupuncture Come on and rid me of your cancer