And oh darling, do forgive For all i've ever been and all i ever wasn't I was tired, I was torn, I was angry, and I was numb But you were there and weren't shown cause I was blinded by my own I hope you feel my breathe on you neck when you're listening to this one I hope your heart explodes and you're constantly gasping for oxygen And it's not cause i hate you, it's better off to leave it Than constantly turning back to run for something you can't keep up with There are wars in the words you say and I can't beat it There's hope in the love we lost but we can't keep it So put down your armor, darling I'll stop shooting If you promise to always love me like you mean it I don't need it but i do And it's funny how we've grown so far away From all the little words that never got to have their say So what better place to tell you than right here It'll be the ringing in your ears and everybody else's How i tried to hold you tightly but you always slipped away And when you f**ed up all your chances You ran back saying you're sorry I hope you feel my breathe on you neck when you're listening to this one I hope your heart explodes and you're constantly gasping for oxygen And it's not cause i hate you, it's better off to leave it Than constantly turning back to run for someone you can't keep up with There are wars in the words you say and I can't beat it There's hope in the love we lost but we can't keep it So put down your armor, darling I'll stop shooting If you promise to always love me like you mean it I don't need you anymore No more, yeah And what was left in the past Will someday find me again in your eyes And all that we could've been Won't ever haunt me again when I see you this time But I hope you're doing well